that sat down bee cider.
I think it's important to document when things are.. ok.. I say that tentatively.
Things have been decidedly ok lately. I feel less like I am struggling less and things are getting easier for me to do. Is this another hump in the cycle? Probably. But for now, I am enjoying it.
I'm not going to list my accomplishments on this one. I think always trying to document positive changes in my life is .. bad for me. I should stop thinking about it as a change as start thinking of it as how it is now you know? I always say stuff like "I am working out! I am taking my vitamins!" as if it's some sort of accomplishment. It kind of is but.. is that all ya got? Idk. I should practice trumpet more. I've neglected it for about a week. It's tough to get an embouchure .. did I spell that right on the first try? I did. Nice.
Work work work. Work work work. Work work work. Go out side for a bit.